Some of my poetry.

THE PERSON I HATE THE MOST
Written in 2007
Dark is my world, where I sit and stare
Layers of mourning clothes I wear
covers my grief, that no one can see
The sadness that drapes all over me.
A minute, trickles a long, empty day
This day, that will never end
Patterns that crawl, all over the wall
form shadows, that slowly bend.
I breathe, I sigh, I cannot cry
My body will not obey
I'm closed, I'm shut, I have to cut
My flesh ... Ashen's to grey.
I creep around, not making a sound
A half-dead, papery ghost
No one to see, no one sees me ...
The person I hate the most.


NO ONE ASKED ME WHY?
Written in 2007
Many a time I wanted to die
but no one was there to ask me why?
To go alone, drifting in space
without expression upon my face, is worse
than any nightmare dreamt
I dreamt of Hell, but not as fire
mournfully black, foreboding and dire
To end my life would end my pain
and tears that merge with endless rain
My soul has gone, my body lies cold
flesh turns to blue, my veins unfold to show
the raw beneath my skin
The raw I hid from those who tore
my mind to shreds, I want no more
Many a time I wanted to die
but no one was there to ask me why?





Y OU'RE SUCH A GOOD GIRL
Written in 2007
He came and got me from where I played
with dreaded eyes, I always obeyed
I followed his smile, slowly upstairs
ready to greet my own nightmares
I passed the fox—the fox that stared
I heard the locks—the locks that dared
to force me—inside—my mind that died
the moment He seared me OPEN WIDE
I HATE-I CRY-I BLEED-I DRY
MY TEARS-I FEAR WILL SHOW ME WHY
YOU DID WHAT YOU DID-YOU SICK-YOU FUCK
YOU ARTFUL SHIT OF MALIGNANT SPIT
I hope you suffer and feel the pain
that I endured to keep me sane
it kept me alive whilst I was dead
the sound of YOU haunts my bed.



REMEMBER-EVERY-TEAR
Written in 2007
This pain inside, has nowhere to hide
It waits for you to come
You chew the raw of my open sore
you satiate till done
I loathe the stench of rancid breath
I suffocate as you exhale
My skin turns black-over bones that crack
You're dripping sweat tastes stale
BRUISE ME-HURT ME-KILL ME QUICK
YOU FUCK-YOU SHIT-YOU MAKE ME SICK
of the HATE in your eyes
dilated with lies
as you SPLIT ME OPEN WIDE
You rape my mind, I will never find
a way out of frozen fear
I CLENCH MY FISTS-I SLIT MY WRISTS
I draw-in the blood-I smear
pictures of YOU-as YOU want me to
REMEMBER-EVERY-TEAR

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